This is a reminder that you are on the right path and everything is coming together. Trust your intuition and please don’t be so hard on yourself. You are deserving of rest, love, and joy; never forget that.
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Please please please tell me it gets better
Getting mental health checked out is not only fucking expensive here but the fact that it won’t change my material conditions (not saying I’m underprivileged I’m very privileged just to be here) like the fact that I barely have a support group and everything that has gone wrong for me… it’s just so exhausting even thinking about it. I want to go home. I miss my pets.
the yearning is severe, it’s overwhelming, it’s taken over my body like a disease or a lover. it’s horrifying what your loss has done to me: not much, but that it bothers me at all when I’ve tasted loss so deep everything else feels like filtered water… It concerns me. I love you, and I miss you, and if you see this, come back to me. I want to hear your head burst with thoughts while I patiently listen
